FEEZ. Ya, You're right. So I am here to thanks you for not being angry can?!
P-asserby.I will really appreciate if you write your name. There is nothing to be scared of you are not spaming right? So really. Do tag with your name :D and your suggestion for the blog I will really consider :D
Chee Yong, Because we took it :D and, The songs are nice. But, I will change it soon :D
Dhacha, How can I forget the know me 100% Dhacha? Hahha, I remember you?! I miss all my friends.
Menda, I {heartz} you too :D. You very very BOOMZ.
Hazimah, I will rock my life with my happiness, And hope you guys will continue adding colour in my life :D
Janet. You promised to remain friend as me de hor. I never force you :D
Durga, I didn't did that on purpose. They steal my phone. Believe or not is up to you. If you want to flare up because of this. I will tell you two thing. Firstly, I am sorry. And I will go speechless.
Jeanette. I wonder are you are praising me or scolding me? I rock-ass?
Siew May. Okay. I will just keep remembering what you do for me and next year I promise to be longer ok?
Kenneth, Of course la? Who are you. Bai Chi leh. Of course make 'wise choice lah'. Hahha. Jk2.
I think I really can write testmonent for others le la. Tsk... All tag replied. Esp. P-asserby:D
Stop Writing @ 11/02/2009 05:39:00 PM
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Thanks Giving.
I want to thanks all the people in BLSS. People who I had fun with, Shared sadness with. And kept secret together. I will now thanks them as much as possible. Thanks :D I might not be able to thanks everyone but, as much as possible :D (Find you here. Suppose everyone is on this post :D).
Shirley, Yo WhattUp! Hahaha, Hello buddy. We have been sitting beside each other so long. I don't know is it good or isit bad. But, You have finally overcome it. You are not longer sitting beside a broken radio. So good luck. I wish you finding your happiness. And also thanks for teaching how to sing. But, It seem like your effort has gone down the drain. Thanks singing with me. Xin Yi, Hey, Thanks. We wasn't that close in sec 1, But, Soon we found common interest. And thanks for helping me on my blog shop (which did nott eventually opened.) And, all the teaching on computer like coding and designing. Sharing on a lot things with me. I really learn alot from you. Thanks :D Winnie. Hey, When you will down, You are like drunk can? You know why? Because when a person is drunk she will tell truth. Thanks what happened to you :D So people if guys want to know anything. Make her sad. Nah, I will come after you :D. Ya, I admit I didn't like you. But, You really teach a lot of stuff. Hope I teach you stuff too? Bee Peng, We didn't talk much. We don't share common interest, When you are sad you are monster. But, That is what makes you special from all other. Your temper and stuff. So thanks for working with me in 'Star Light' and 'Illusion-SHINE' I know I always been a riot group leader a selfish and didn't care others feeling. But you have been a group leader too. I hope you understand how stress I am. But, Everything is over. Thanks for guarding me to sing when shirley around. To be true, Your singing is nice, Really. Unlike mine D:
Menda Sia Yan Ning! Thanks for being with me so long. Althought we have conflict throughout the councillors journey, and other misunderstanding. But we are still back as friend is show that we have strong friendship. So I hope we can carry on our friendship till the end.
Li Ting, We have been friends for 3 years. Although all my friend have conflict with me like always, But, Thanks for giving in. And, lower your temper. If it was the you last time. I think you will flare up don't how many millions times. Zheng Dong. You have been a great friend. A joker. You success in doing everything you want. Thanks for listening to me although sometime I might be talk craps. But, You tried to understand and try to act with it! Lastly, Stop bullying arh! Or I kill you! Kenneth, Lao Da! Hahaha, Thanks for making the wisest choices in every nick of time. If without you, Maybe I go outside kena beat up le.
Yang Kai, Mao Mao! Bai Gou! Okay, I shall stop teasting you. Thanks for tolerating my singing. I know I can't sing. But I like leh, Hahahaha, Don't worry on Friday(Last Day of School). I will sing for you :D
Hazimah, You are always the most supportive one. You are like the makeup artist of all show. Backing up them when needed. You rocks man. Stay Happy :D
Ms Liu, Thanks for teaching. Coming back during the holiday when you can go and sleep till dawn is what I like about you. Thanks, I must being a trouble to you. Bad luck to be my teacher! hahaha. Chicken Family, Tee Xiao Rui: Thanks, For encouraging me. That day every single word you type on MSN, I will remember for life. Yin Xiu, It must being a torture sitting beside me in math, And I sing. Hahha, I used to see your face changing. You are a great girl. Good luck for everything you do. Ai theng. We always chat, But, I also don't what to thanks you for? Oh, You teach me singing, How not to sing using the throat, Thanks. Hsiu Yang, I only speak to you once in a blue moon (?) I really don't know what to thanks you. Oh, You always lent me your calculator. Thanks. Sorry to torture your ears. Malays, I am lazy to list one -by - one. I didn't really talk you guys much, But, Still hope that you can score in sec 3. All the best.
Syaqila, GirlFriend, Thanks for allowing me to call you a 'girl-friend' or I might not be able to call anyone this anymore. I don't plan to stead. I will be waiting for you. Hahha, I was joking. Carry on to find your Mr Right. Thanks for singing and tolerating ALL my nonsense. And your birthday card is cool. I {Heartz} You. You Boomz. Come to me when you are sad never bottle things to yourself. Please. Haikai, Hello, Hey Bro! Thanks for being there when neeeded can. I never expected you to watch my blog. But, Although we have been lots of stuff. And things might not be the same like before but is a honour that you are my friend. I am always there if you need me.
April, Yo Bro! Hahaha, Hey, Thanks for encouraging me. Without all the encouragment. I might be on the dead list of Today newspaper. Hahaha, I was joking. (Not funny I know :D) You rox. Bro for life can. Find me when needed.
Jeanette. How we meet was ... How we become close was ... again, How you encourge me was also ... So our friendship is also ... Hahaha, Okay, I don't thinnk will understand what I am expressing so hope you understand. And plus, If next time anyone bitch you on your blog. Ask me to join party. Always remember hater make us populate. There once this trainer named Jeff from Adam Khoo told us this. They want to give nick name. Be it. It only means they will remember us forever. Even when they are in their grave.
Ashley. Okay, Trust me when you ask me those question like 'do you think I am gay?' I didn't mean to answer those answer I answered. hahah, You are not gay. Really. You are just... I can't remember the word but, You not gay. If you are gay. the gay will mean happy :D Hahaa, Carry on to work hard. See you in 3 express. Justin & Joven, you guys are random. Very random. So like I will never understand what are you guys thinking. You guys are Hot & Cold. But that yours style so I can't to change but, I really like the good of yours which is mature and caring.
Chee Yong. Thanks for contributing to be a carmera man. And, You just rox. You are great friend. Thanks for praising my singing. That is what brings me so far.
Zeng Yuan. Hahahha, I have nothing to tell you. But, I want to asked. My Singing really that bad mah? Gosh. I will faint can? Hahaha, Random.
Faiz. Your hair! No need reborn lah, Hahaha, Random. Hey, My singing really that sucks mah? i promise when I am sec 3 I won't tease your flat chest anymore. Hahhaa, Last time lah, Let me tease last time. Cause when we are sec 3 everything willl change. I might not remember our happy period anymore. I will miss your flat chest! Hahhaha. Faizal, Thanks for being a loyal friend to me. No matter how unreasonable I am you just tolerate. You have to voice it out! In order not to get bully. And, If you like someon voice it out too. You won't go too far if you don't build up your courage. Mifdah, Hope I didn't spell your name wrongly. If I did. I am sorry :D Hahaa, Okay the whole year we are playing catching. You tease me I beat. And go round and round and round. Hope that will not occurs when we are in Sec 3. And stay cool in everything you do.
Hafeez, Haffeez. I know I spell it wrongly. But, It will last time like I said. I might not even get a chance to post about any of you anymore. Or too busy can't blog? I miss beating you. No matter how much force I add the reaction is still the same. Cute! Hahaha, Hey, You know what be a bit more fiece la. Protect yourself. Or people like me will bully you! Hahhaa. All the best. Izzat, Stay Cool can? Stop teasing others. Sometime is funny. But, when jokes is repeat to much of time it is irratating. And you might get in to trouble. So you can tease others but have a limit to everything. Nassirudin, Hey! You can keep fitter. Try six pack. Maybe that will makes you more attractive. Hahaha, Okay, Help others to keep fit too. Share! Hahhaa, Then, I will really like to thannks the malays for helping me. There is once period I used to help people to take their science book to class. And there is once it is overload. You guys were fasting but you guys still help. Thanks :D
Janet, Know I start to wonder. How and why you keep asking me to sing with you. Isit because my singing is bad and I sing with you will make your singing sound better or what? How can you guys tolerate my singing? Hahaha, But, I really enjoy every singing session with you. And same secert time with you and Xin Yi.
Siew May, I have nothing to thanks you. But, you know what? Canteen's siew mai taste great! Hahaha. Random.
Carita, Hey, I only get to know you through the duty excoting. But, You're cool really. Hahaha, And, Strive for your dream. Believe yourself that you can do it. And you will achvive. Hope my scolding on the duty didn't make you lose passion in doing councillors duty. Ain, I always mix you and lydyda. Don't know how to spell her name la. You guys are cool too. Thanks for allowing me led you guys sometime. But, I can get quite irratating. So just bear with it. I will try to cut it down :D Aqila, I mean what I said in the canteen. Don't be sad. I saw your blog. Everything is EMO? I don't want you cut yourself. I don't want you to be sad. I don't want to see the shiny aqila to fall in to Emo aqila. You have great friend around you. Don't make them worry. Just call. I believe you can blast everything out. Don't bottle things to yourself. It makes you feel. More sad? I am not stupid. I know when is your real and fake smile. I might get it all correct. But, please come to me when needed. I can be great listener. Shema, You look weird in this photo. Keep Smile. Keep Laughing. Because you have lots of things bothering you. Only laugher and smilies can keep you not thinking. Trust me, Things will come till a end. Don't be sad. You have to remain strong to keep your friend happy remember?
Chindi, Join the singapore idol instead of boon lay idol. I have no hope that there is going to have boon lay idol. But, Still. We give up till the last sec. Am I right? So, Let work together. Remain in the Ex-Co. Okay?
Sarmira. Horny Horny Horny. Your So Horny, Your are Sarmira. Hahaha, Hey, I am sorry that words that makes you cried for nights. You know I am not good at words. And I vain and direct at times. So mind me. Thanks for tolerate singing again. And, All the things do for me is enoguht to write a book. So thanks once agian. And you owned me a 'everyday' song
People I do not have picture with: Li Zhen, Jie, Thanks for listening to my ranting. Although some is pure nonsense but, you just listen without any comment. I don't know whether you are speechless or just want to listen me. But, Thanks :D
Wann, Abang. Like sarmira. The thing do for me can write in to a book. Just thanks. Really big thanks. {Hugs}
Hui Tong, You are just great. No other comment to make. You did what a sister should do. Thanks. I really dare to said?! I LOVE YOU :D
Xian Chun, Hahaha, You shared with me all your feeling. And I shared with you something too. Thanks. A big thanks to you. You are a great friend.
Benjamin. Wow! You are a great listener. I talk to you about a lot of stuff. I wonder still remember. But, I still remember everything that I tell you. Thanks for being such great listener.
Galon, Mr president. Thanks. You really what it takes to be a president. I will miss you when you step down. But, don't worry. You have time to help the council! And you relationship. Stuff. All the best. Good Luck.
Susy, Suhailah & Razeenah, You guys rocks man. Esp. the styple of settle things. You guys can form the charlie angel! Hahhaa. All the best :D
I think I can be a form teacher of the class. I write testimonent of my student. Gosh, I used hours to type all this out. But, things I write here is not all the things people do. I think I miss out some. But, I know in my heart. Anyway, The colour indicate the different house of them :D Good-bye! And do remember to Comment after reading.
Stop Writing @ 10/29/2009 07:18:00 PM
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Trouble...
Gosh, Was crying whole of yesterday night?! Have fight with sister. Not actually have fight. I did nothing wrong. She was like some part of her brain gone mad. She went in the the room and suddenly scold me? Like what the fuck(?) What the hell I did wrong? Then, I was feeling super down. I am an 'Water' Element I guess(?) I thought she was the one that I can depend on what it turn out not that case. It is like she don't understand me at all? We are all grown up. I know she have her work to busy and trouble to settle. But, does that give her the right to make me her puching bag? I have my trouble too. No matter how big or small the trouble is we have no right to take others as a punching bag.
I really missed the days we will so closed. Maybe we will all grown up. The closeness is not there anymore? I shouldd really learnt to act like a grown up and stop ranting. And, be mature! Hahaha,
I missed my classmates, Two more days to holiday. I might not see them anymore. We might not be in the same class too. Gosh, Am worrying too much? I am afraid! Seriously, Scared. Will I cry on friday. I really want to cherish all the meomeries with everyone :D Will I be in the same class with them next year? Will we still be that close as ever? Gosh!Just thinking of this my tear is flowing down. I miss all of them. 40 of them (Including Hidayu.) I want to tell everyone how much I apprecate them, But, I don't know how to speak to them face-to-face. Maybe I should write letter? Or just post it on blog and allow others to come and view. Next post I will cover all fourty of them :D I miss you guys once again.
Reflection of the day.
I think the people in my class the guys are making me stronger. I didn't used to think I can accept all them critism. But now, No matter what they said, Nothing affect my feeling. Esp, Zheng Dong and Izzat. Thanks guys. You made me stronger! With you guys, I really will go stronger. I can become 'Earth' Element wth you :D
The longest post I have. I don't think anyone is interested to read. After ranting, I feel great seriously.
Stop Writing @ 10/28/2009 08:21:00 PM
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
For Honour, For Glory, For Apaches.
School was bored. School after exam are boring D: With holiday, No one asked me out. Is boring once again:D Chat with Sarmira, Do shingz cheers to Mr Rahim :D Li Ting went home, because she is sicked. Boring, Had a lonely recess, But was alright after all. Recess duty was not great, But, is alright (will be explaining why at the reflection site) Why is all our man-power? The Sec 1s? Gosh, Without them are like the body without hands. Is means, we are a team, We need every part in order to be called a team! Hhahaa, Tomorrow getting my report book? Or when can I get it? I am a lousy councillor. But if I work hard I can be the best among all my lousy.
Reflection of the day : Duty was great, Although I didn't manage to chase everyone to the ground floor. But, I put in 101%. So it was awesome, Xian Chun, I am not angry with those people, I just think like Candice said. We only give up at until the lastsec. This word is powerful. Shema, No point thinking so much, Just accept it as it is already the fact, No one can change it. Hidayu, When are you coming back again? I missed you. OMG. You grown beautiful! Galon, Update me on the Noodle! I wants to know!
Stop Writing @ 10/27/2009 02:25:00 PM
Monday, October 26, 2009
Once an Apache, Always an Apaches.
Offically Opened @ 26 Oct 09 :D
Came back from camp @ 25 oct 09.
Great camp :D. Three Cheers and three cheers and three cheers for SL.
Hipp Hipp HooRay!
Hipp Hipp HooRay!
Hipp Hipp HooRayyyy!!
Body aching, no voice but it really doesn't matter cause I enjoined.
Camp was really great. It can't be describe by words.
The hostel, food, games, cheers, SL, school and the activity was great :D
Everything can't be summary in a small post.
But, All I know, I enjoined.
Jeff & Candice you guys Boomz!
You very very boomz!
Reflection For The Day:
Hahaha, I have this part is to tell myself what really went wrong. And can I really know I'm wrong. Was having a 360 degree changes of feeling today. I was really weak. Those sec one was coming up the stairs and I tried my best. But, I didn't manage to. The other staircase was worst. I didn't allow my class to go up. But once again. I failed. Feeling like alone. Was great before recess. Four more days to holiday people feel happy. But, I am feeling great only. Is four more day ending of the first round. The second round is really next year with more changeling player. The Sec 4. Sec 1 and 2 are getting on my nerve and if there is sec 4 and 3 I will go crazy! Four more days to go. And I will try to put in at least 101%. I will work hard and play even harder! I have turn others'mood upside down. I am not going to do that any more. I'm sorry, If I sorry your mood. We will be more FIRE tomorrow on.
End of reflection.
Stop Writing @ 10/26/2009 02:52:00 PM
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Happy ending :D
Didn'y really renovate my blog. Was lazy. Maybe renovate during the holiday. This few days, busy watching, moonlight resonance, 家好月圆。So envy the family, No matter how much conflict faced still can remain so strong. But, Something seem to figure things out in my mind. Instead of envy the show. Why don't I create a 家好月圆 myself. Hahaa. Not like the show but no longer moonlight resonance but sunshine resonance. Hahaha. Exam are over. So the stress part is waiting to get the result and whether we get the course we want anot. I'm scared. Really scared. 不要怕!荷妈在大厅。 How I really wish I got 5 other sister or brother to be that close to me. And 荷妈与祖爸 as parent. Hahaa, Maybe my next life? Hahaha, I will born in there family :D What a long post. I have not post so long since I have exam. And I want that grandmother. So good grandmother. Whatever, I have said only people who seen moonlight resonance, 家好月圆。 will understand :D
Stop Writing @ 10/18/2009 06:05:00 PM
Friday, October 2, 2009
Everything come around goes around.
Mood : Jealous, Lonely, Uncertain, MoodSwing, Super down. (All bad mood.)
Must watch super funny.
Going to film video in an hour time. Hope this mood doesn't affect my hosting. I don't want company, I want a real friend. I want a real friend. Life of mine is so dead, I really hope one day when I am going out of class. There is a person outside waiting for me for recess/home. A real friend, that can be 24/7. standby. I know I am selfish. But, that is me? I want a person who can really understand me? But, I can't do that to that person. Watching movie together, doing anything together. Do I seem like a resting place? Why do after people fighted which their friend they will come to me? Or I am too easy to be used? I am tired. I want a real friend. That really understand me well? Is difficult to be my true friend. Cause, my expectation was high that myself can't reached too. When I am in the bad mood don't bother me D: Look at my face, I have moodswing know when to have fun and serious. Do be entertaining me :D I person that so understand me that he/she won't misunderstand me and fight with me? I person that real can keep secret even if we fighted, she/he will still keep it. Be high like me! Be my host too :D As long as you can understand me the rest are not a problem anymore I know I can't always wanting people to give and I only take. I tried. to be a perfect friend. I fail. Let's switch role anyone?
Stop Writing @ 10/02/2009 02:19:00 PM
Monday, November 2, 2009
Tag Replied.
FEEZ. Ya, You're right. So I am here to thanks you for not being angry can?!
P-asserby.I will really appreciate if you write your name. There is nothing to be scared of you are not spaming right? So really. Do tag with your name :D and your suggestion for the blog I will really consider :D
Chee Yong, Because we took it :D and, The songs are nice. But, I will change it soon :D
Dhacha, How can I forget the know me 100% Dhacha? Hahha, I remember you?! I miss all my friends.
Menda, I {heartz} you too :D. You very very BOOMZ.
Hazimah, I will rock my life with my happiness, And hope you guys will continue adding colour in my life :D
Janet. You promised to remain friend as me de hor. I never force you :D
Durga, I didn't did that on purpose. They steal my phone. Believe or not is up to you. If you want to flare up because of this. I will tell you two thing. Firstly, I am sorry. And I will go speechless.
Jeanette. I wonder are you are praising me or scolding me? I rock-ass?
Siew May. Okay. I will just keep remembering what you do for me and next year I promise to be longer ok?
Kenneth, Of course la? Who are you. Bai Chi leh. Of course make 'wise choice lah'. Hahha. Jk2.
I think I really can write testmonent for others le la. Tsk... All tag replied. Esp. P-asserby:D
Stop writing@ 11/02/2009 05:39:00 PM
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Thanks Giving.
I want to thanks all the people in BLSS. People who I had fun with, Shared sadness with. And kept secret together. I will now thanks them as much as possible. Thanks :D I might not be able to thanks everyone but, as much as possible :D (Find you here. Suppose everyone is on this post :D).
Shirley, Yo WhattUp! Hahaha, Hello buddy. We have been sitting beside each other so long. I don't know is it good or isit bad. But, You have finally overcome it. You are not longer sitting beside a broken radio. So good luck. I wish you finding your happiness. And also thanks for teaching how to sing. But, It seem like your effort has gone down the drain. Thanks singing with me. Xin Yi, Hey, Thanks. We wasn't that close in sec 1, But, Soon we found common interest. And thanks for helping me on my blog shop (which did nott eventually opened.) And, all the teaching on computer like coding and designing. Sharing on a lot things with me. I really learn alot from you. Thanks :D Winnie. Hey, When you will down, You are like drunk can? You know why? Because when a person is drunk she will tell truth. Thanks what happened to you :D So people if guys want to know anything. Make her sad. Nah, I will come after you :D. Ya, I admit I didn't like you. But, You really teach a lot of stuff. Hope I teach you stuff too? Bee Peng, We didn't talk much. We don't share common interest, When you are sad you are monster. But, That is what makes you special from all other. Your temper and stuff. So thanks for working with me in 'Star Light' and 'Illusion-SHINE' I know I always been a riot group leader a selfish and didn't care others feeling. But you have been a group leader too. I hope you understand how stress I am. But, Everything is over. Thanks for guarding me to sing when shirley around. To be true, Your singing is nice, Really. Unlike mine D:
Menda Sia Yan Ning! Thanks for being with me so long. Althought we have conflict throughout the councillors journey, and other misunderstanding. But we are still back as friend is show that we have strong friendship. So I hope we can carry on our friendship till the end.
Li Ting, We have been friends for 3 years. Although all my friend have conflict with me like always, But, Thanks for giving in. And, lower your temper. If it was the you last time. I think you will flare up don't how many millions times. Zheng Dong. You have been a great friend. A joker. You success in doing everything you want. Thanks for listening to me although sometime I might be talk craps. But, You tried to understand and try to act with it! Lastly, Stop bullying arh! Or I kill you! Kenneth, Lao Da! Hahaha, Thanks for making the wisest choices in every nick of time. If without you, Maybe I go outside kena beat up le.
Yang Kai, Mao Mao! Bai Gou! Okay, I shall stop teasting you. Thanks for tolerating my singing. I know I can't sing. But I like leh, Hahahaha, Don't worry on Friday(Last Day of School). I will sing for you :D
Hazimah, You are always the most supportive one. You are like the makeup artist of all show. Backing up them when needed. You rocks man. Stay Happy :D
Ms Liu, Thanks for teaching. Coming back during the holiday when you can go and sleep till dawn is what I like about you. Thanks, I must being a trouble to you. Bad luck to be my teacher! hahaha. Chicken Family, Tee Xiao Rui: Thanks, For encouraging me. That day every single word you type on MSN, I will remember for life. Yin Xiu, It must being a torture sitting beside me in math, And I sing. Hahha, I used to see your face changing. You are a great girl. Good luck for everything you do. Ai theng. We always chat, But, I also don't what to thanks you for? Oh, You teach me singing, How not to sing using the throat, Thanks. Hsiu Yang, I only speak to you once in a blue moon (?) I really don't know what to thanks you. Oh, You always lent me your calculator. Thanks. Sorry to torture your ears. Malays, I am lazy to list one -by - one. I didn't really talk you guys much, But, Still hope that you can score in sec 3. All the best.
Syaqila, GirlFriend, Thanks for allowing me to call you a 'girl-friend' or I might not be able to call anyone this anymore. I don't plan to stead. I will be waiting for you. Hahha, I was joking. Carry on to find your Mr Right. Thanks for singing and tolerating ALL my nonsense. And your birthday card is cool. I {Heartz} You. You Boomz. Come to me when you are sad never bottle things to yourself. Please. Haikai, Hello, Hey Bro! Thanks for being there when neeeded can. I never expected you to watch my blog. But, Although we have been lots of stuff. And things might not be the same like before but is a honour that you are my friend. I am always there if you need me.
April, Yo Bro! Hahaha, Hey, Thanks for encouraging me. Without all the encouragment. I might be on the dead list of Today newspaper. Hahaha, I was joking. (Not funny I know :D) You rox. Bro for life can. Find me when needed.
Jeanette. How we meet was ... How we become close was ... again, How you encourge me was also ... So our friendship is also ... Hahaha, Okay, I don't thinnk will understand what I am expressing so hope you understand. And plus, If next time anyone bitch you on your blog. Ask me to join party. Always remember hater make us populate. There once this trainer named Jeff from Adam Khoo told us this. They want to give nick name. Be it. It only means they will remember us forever. Even when they are in their grave.
Ashley. Okay, Trust me when you ask me those question like 'do you think I am gay?' I didn't mean to answer those answer I answered. hahah, You are not gay. Really. You are just... I can't remember the word but, You not gay. If you are gay. the gay will mean happy :D Hahaa, Carry on to work hard. See you in 3 express. Justin & Joven, you guys are random. Very random. So like I will never understand what are you guys thinking. You guys are Hot & Cold. But that yours style so I can't to change but, I really like the good of yours which is mature and caring.
Chee Yong. Thanks for contributing to be a carmera man. And, You just rox. You are great friend. Thanks for praising my singing. That is what brings me so far.
Zeng Yuan. Hahahha, I have nothing to tell you. But, I want to asked. My Singing really that bad mah? Gosh. I will faint can? Hahaha, Random.
Faiz. Your hair! No need reborn lah, Hahaha, Random. Hey, My singing really that sucks mah? i promise when I am sec 3 I won't tease your flat chest anymore. Hahhaa, Last time lah, Let me tease last time. Cause when we are sec 3 everything willl change. I might not remember our happy period anymore. I will miss your flat chest! Hahhaha. Faizal, Thanks for being a loyal friend to me. No matter how unreasonable I am you just tolerate. You have to voice it out! In order not to get bully. And, If you like someon voice it out too. You won't go too far if you don't build up your courage. Mifdah, Hope I didn't spell your name wrongly. If I did. I am sorry :D Hahaa, Okay the whole year we are playing catching. You tease me I beat. And go round and round and round. Hope that will not occurs when we are in Sec 3. And stay cool in everything you do.
Hafeez, Haffeez. I know I spell it wrongly. But, It will last time like I said. I might not even get a chance to post about any of you anymore. Or too busy can't blog? I miss beating you. No matter how much force I add the reaction is still the same. Cute! Hahaha, Hey, You know what be a bit more fiece la. Protect yourself. Or people like me will bully you! Hahhaa. All the best. Izzat, Stay Cool can? Stop teasing others. Sometime is funny. But, when jokes is repeat to much of time it is irratating. And you might get in to trouble. So you can tease others but have a limit to everything. Nassirudin, Hey! You can keep fitter. Try six pack. Maybe that will makes you more attractive. Hahaha, Okay, Help others to keep fit too. Share! Hahhaa, Then, I will really like to thannks the malays for helping me. There is once period I used to help people to take their science book to class. And there is once it is overload. You guys were fasting but you guys still help. Thanks :D
Janet, Know I start to wonder. How and why you keep asking me to sing with you. Isit because my singing is bad and I sing with you will make your singing sound better or what? How can you guys tolerate my singing? Hahaha, But, I really enjoy every singing session with you. And same secert time with you and Xin Yi.
Siew May, I have nothing to thanks you. But, you know what? Canteen's siew mai taste great! Hahaha. Random.
Carita, Hey, I only get to know you through the duty excoting. But, You're cool really. Hahaha, And, Strive for your dream. Believe yourself that you can do it. And you will achvive. Hope my scolding on the duty didn't make you lose passion in doing councillors duty. Ain, I always mix you and lydyda. Don't know how to spell her name la. You guys are cool too. Thanks for allowing me led you guys sometime. But, I can get quite irratating. So just bear with it. I will try to cut it down :D Aqila, I mean what I said in the canteen. Don't be sad. I saw your blog. Everything is EMO? I don't want you cut yourself. I don't want you to be sad. I don't want to see the shiny aqila to fall in to Emo aqila. You have great friend around you. Don't make them worry. Just call. I believe you can blast everything out. Don't bottle things to yourself. It makes you feel. More sad? I am not stupid. I know when is your real and fake smile. I might get it all correct. But, please come to me when needed. I can be great listener. Shema, You look weird in this photo. Keep Smile. Keep Laughing. Because you have lots of things bothering you. Only laugher and smilies can keep you not thinking. Trust me, Things will come till a end. Don't be sad. You have to remain strong to keep your friend happy remember?
Chindi, Join the singapore idol instead of boon lay idol. I have no hope that there is going to have boon lay idol. But, Still. We give up till the last sec. Am I right? So, Let work together. Remain in the Ex-Co. Okay?
Sarmira. Horny Horny Horny. Your So Horny, Your are Sarmira. Hahaha, Hey, I am sorry that words that makes you cried for nights. You know I am not good at words. And I vain and direct at times. So mind me. Thanks for tolerate singing again. And, All the things do for me is enoguht to write a book. So thanks once agian. And you owned me a 'everyday' song
People I do not have picture with: Li Zhen, Jie, Thanks for listening to my ranting. Although some is pure nonsense but, you just listen without any comment. I don't know whether you are speechless or just want to listen me. But, Thanks :D
Wann, Abang. Like sarmira. The thing do for me can write in to a book. Just thanks. Really big thanks. {Hugs}
Hui Tong, You are just great. No other comment to make. You did what a sister should do. Thanks. I really dare to said?! I LOVE YOU :D
Xian Chun, Hahaha, You shared with me all your feeling. And I shared with you something too. Thanks. A big thanks to you. You are a great friend.
Benjamin. Wow! You are a great listener. I talk to you about a lot of stuff. I wonder still remember. But, I still remember everything that I tell you. Thanks for being such great listener.
Galon, Mr president. Thanks. You really what it takes to be a president. I will miss you when you step down. But, don't worry. You have time to help the council! And you relationship. Stuff. All the best. Good Luck.
Susy, Suhailah & Razeenah, You guys rocks man. Esp. the styple of settle things. You guys can form the charlie angel! Hahhaa. All the best :D
I think I can be a form teacher of the class. I write testimonent of my student. Gosh, I used hours to type all this out. But, things I write here is not all the things people do. I think I miss out some. But, I know in my heart. Anyway, The colour indicate the different house of them :D Good-bye! And do remember to Comment after reading.
Stop writing@ 10/29/2009 07:18:00 PM
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Trouble...
Gosh, Was crying whole of yesterday night?! Have fight with sister. Not actually have fight. I did nothing wrong. She was like some part of her brain gone mad. She went in the the room and suddenly scold me? Like what the fuck(?) What the hell I did wrong? Then, I was feeling super down. I am an 'Water' Element I guess(?) I thought she was the one that I can depend on what it turn out not that case. It is like she don't understand me at all? We are all grown up. I know she have her work to busy and trouble to settle. But, does that give her the right to make me her puching bag? I have my trouble too. No matter how big or small the trouble is we have no right to take others as a punching bag.
I really missed the days we will so closed. Maybe we will all grown up. The closeness is not there anymore? I shouldd really learnt to act like a grown up and stop ranting. And, be mature! Hahaha,
I missed my classmates, Two more days to holiday. I might not see them anymore. We might not be in the same class too. Gosh, Am worrying too much? I am afraid! Seriously, Scared. Will I cry on friday. I really want to cherish all the meomeries with everyone :D Will I be in the same class with them next year? Will we still be that close as ever? Gosh!Just thinking of this my tear is flowing down. I miss all of them. 40 of them (Including Hidayu.) I want to tell everyone how much I apprecate them, But, I don't know how to speak to them face-to-face. Maybe I should write letter? Or just post it on blog and allow others to come and view. Next post I will cover all fourty of them :D I miss you guys once again.
Reflection of the day.
I think the people in my class the guys are making me stronger. I didn't used to think I can accept all them critism. But now, No matter what they said, Nothing affect my feeling. Esp, Zheng Dong and Izzat. Thanks guys. You made me stronger! With you guys, I really will go stronger. I can become 'Earth' Element wth you :D
The longest post I have. I don't think anyone is interested to read. After ranting, I feel great seriously.
Stop writing@ 10/28/2009 08:21:00 PM
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
For Honour, For Glory, For Apaches.
School was bored. School after exam are boring D: With holiday, No one asked me out. Is boring once again:D Chat with Sarmira, Do shingz cheers to Mr Rahim :D Li Ting went home, because she is sicked. Boring, Had a lonely recess, But was alright after all. Recess duty was not great, But, is alright (will be explaining why at the reflection site) Why is all our man-power? The Sec 1s? Gosh, Without them are like the body without hands. Is means, we are a team, We need every part in order to be called a team! Hhahaa, Tomorrow getting my report book? Or when can I get it? I am a lousy councillor. But if I work hard I can be the best among all my lousy.
Reflection of the day : Duty was great, Although I didn't manage to chase everyone to the ground floor. But, I put in 101%. So it was awesome, Xian Chun, I am not angry with those people, I just think like Candice said. We only give up at until the lastsec. This word is powerful. Shema, No point thinking so much, Just accept it as it is already the fact, No one can change it. Hidayu, When are you coming back again? I missed you. OMG. You grown beautiful! Galon, Update me on the Noodle! I wants to know!
Stop writing@ 10/27/2009 02:25:00 PM
Monday, October 26, 2009
Once an Apache, Always an Apaches.
Offically Opened @ 26 Oct 09 :D
Came back from camp @ 25 oct 09.
Great camp :D. Three Cheers and three cheers and three cheers for SL.
Hipp Hipp HooRay!
Hipp Hipp HooRay!
Hipp Hipp HooRayyyy!!
Body aching, no voice but it really doesn't matter cause I enjoined.
Camp was really great. It can't be describe by words.
The hostel, food, games, cheers, SL, school and the activity was great :D
Everything can't be summary in a small post.
But, All I know, I enjoined.
Jeff & Candice you guys Boomz!
You very very boomz!
Reflection For The Day:
Hahaha, I have this part is to tell myself what really went wrong. And can I really know I'm wrong. Was having a 360 degree changes of feeling today. I was really weak. Those sec one was coming up the stairs and I tried my best. But, I didn't manage to. The other staircase was worst. I didn't allow my class to go up. But once again. I failed. Feeling like alone. Was great before recess. Four more days to holiday people feel happy. But, I am feeling great only. Is four more day ending of the first round. The second round is really next year with more changeling player. The Sec 4. Sec 1 and 2 are getting on my nerve and if there is sec 4 and 3 I will go crazy! Four more days to go. And I will try to put in at least 101%. I will work hard and play even harder! I have turn others'mood upside down. I am not going to do that any more. I'm sorry, If I sorry your mood. We will be more FIRE tomorrow on.
End of reflection.
Stop writing@ 10/26/2009 02:52:00 PM
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Happy ending :D
Didn'y really renovate my blog. Was lazy. Maybe renovate during the holiday. This few days, busy watching, moonlight resonance, 家好月圆。So envy the family, No matter how much conflict faced still can remain so strong. But, Something seem to figure things out in my mind. Instead of envy the show. Why don't I create a 家好月圆 myself. Hahaa. Not like the show but no longer moonlight resonance but sunshine resonance. Hahaha. Exam are over. So the stress part is waiting to get the result and whether we get the course we want anot. I'm scared. Really scared. 不要怕!荷妈在大厅。 How I really wish I got 5 other sister or brother to be that close to me. And 荷妈与祖爸 as parent. Hahaa, Maybe my next life? Hahaha, I will born in there family :D What a long post. I have not post so long since I have exam. And I want that grandmother. So good grandmother. Whatever, I have said only people who seen moonlight resonance, 家好月圆。 will understand :D
Stop writing@ 10/18/2009 06:05:00 PM
Friday, October 2, 2009
Everything come around goes around.
Mood : Jealous, Lonely, Uncertain, MoodSwing, Super down. (All bad mood.)
Must watch super funny.
Going to film video in an hour time. Hope this mood doesn't affect my hosting. I don't want company, I want a real friend. I want a real friend. Life of mine is so dead, I really hope one day when I am going out of class. There is a person outside waiting for me for recess/home. A real friend, that can be 24/7. standby. I know I am selfish. But, that is me? I want a person who can really understand me? But, I can't do that to that person. Watching movie together, doing anything together. Do I seem like a resting place? Why do after people fighted which their friend they will come to me? Or I am too easy to be used? I am tired. I want a real friend. That really understand me well? Is difficult to be my true friend. Cause, my expectation was high that myself can't reached too. When I am in the bad mood don't bother me D: Look at my face, I have moodswing know when to have fun and serious. Do be entertaining me :D I person that so understand me that he/she won't misunderstand me and fight with me? I person that real can keep secret even if we fighted, she/he will still keep it. Be high like me! Be my host too :D As long as you can understand me the rest are not a problem anymore I know I can't always wanting people to give and I only take. I tried. to be a perfect friend. I fail. Let's switch role anyone?