Before >>>> After
Fuck. My time is so packed? Everyday there is program.
I am so tired. I want to list down on the thing I have.
20 Nov 09 -> Class confirm & Meeting @ 2pm till 6pm (maybe)
21 Nov 09 -> Finally can rest.
22 Nov 09 to 23 Nov 09 -> Make up hiking.
23 Nov 09 -> Audition for Shiny your dream?
24 Nov 09 -> Leadership training camp (Like finally)
25 Nov 09 to 28 Nov 09 -> KL / Genting trip.
29 Nov 09 -> Finally resting one day.
30 Nov 09 to 4 Nov 09 -> OBS
5 Nov 09 to 11 Nov 09 -> Reserve for Charity GiftBox
12 Nov 09 to 16 Nov 09 -> Thailand (I might not be able to go. Mr tay don't allowed?)
17 Nov 09 to 4 Jan 09 -> Currently no program.
My whole holiday is given to CCA and Council leh.
No holiday. I'm sorry tired.
Need to wait till next year holiday.
Hope after my extened term next year,
I can have real holiday.
Or even when I am in Sec 4 ,
After 'O' level. Can really have holiday.
I'm tired.
Maybe, I can get enough rest after I have dead(?)
我全都相信，相信你说的每一句，我答應 我可以 我不會負你。
我相信了你，但世伤我最深的还是你。难道我做的不对吗？
我不因该相信你的。对吧？
Posting while eating supper. XXD
Today was great, Went to Hui Tong's House to bake Pineapple Tart. (Thanks)
I really feel very thankful. Even though, lots of thing is happened to her.
She really used her heart to teach me. Which make me felt super touched.
Hahah, Thanks Jie.
Anyone wants to eat pineapple tart.?
Felt sorry also, She have problem, I didn't help her still add on to her burden by disturbing her.
Hope everything is going to be fine for her
God, Where is your mercy and grace? Ain't people who serve you getting what they suppose to get? Hui Tong is one of those great usher in church. Why ain't you there to help her? Why? She is the one who serve you every sat and sun. With Passion. Even when she is having her 'O' level she served you. Is that how you show the one who believe and trust love? Help her. Save her. Amen. I really hope you get my prayer. She needs help
Tsk. Hope life won't be too hard for her. Someone tell me everything is going to be alright(?)
I was thinking about this last night. I might be left on the shelf with nobody wanting me so I planned. Why don't when I reached the age of 50, I will donate all my money to a community that needs my help and I can voluteer myself to be a voluteer in those aids or HIV's villiange. Then when I die. If I am still healthy, I can donate every single part of my body to people who need them. So, I did good deeds. Even I might regert because I die without and childen or grandchildrens but at least I did good deeds. I really hope I can live till 50.
Labels: 自暴自弃
I don't have the courage to approched her.
I don't want to reach up to her too.
I love her, And I must let her go.
Don't worry. Noone will know who you are.
And, this will fade away I hoped?
I don't want to be in relationship.
It's not cool. I was thinking this few days.
What if I manage to stead with her and because of some reason we break up?
Like kieky said, It will only risk our friendship/relationship.
I am scared.
So, Is better one person hurt then two. I willing to give up :D
Last time when people ask me what is love, My reply will be.
A game for two, At first is fun, But when it come till an end everyone will be hurt.
I willing to be leave on the shelf till someone really wants me XXD (I was joking)
Now, How can I know who is true to me and fake to me?
I'm really confused.
When I thought that person was a 'good' person he turned out to be the other way round.
And same goes. When I thought that person can be the worst person if my life. He turn out to be a great friend.
Like history, Noone is perfectly bad or good. But, how can a person be that flexible(?)
Slow down and let me screen you! Before you changed warn me! (I bet no one understands what I said).
Kieky stay long with Lex. (Don't be like me :D)[I regerted. I don't want you to
regert like me]
Special thanks to Farah, Thanks for staying to hear my ranting,
Only learnt to screw things up.
From Primary 1 till now is like what the
Menda & Dilip was right about the MC thing.
I screw Apaches performance. I screwed everything.
Acting is all I know. And my acting sucks? Like wtf?
I feeling very f now.
I tried my best. Really.
I screw things up instead of helping?
Why is this happeninng to me?
Because this is life? Everthing is just fixed?
And I can't change my fate.
Labels: I Hate You _ _ _
Actually there is no need to put it so big in size. Cause everyone should know(?)
A guys like me is unlikeable? Boring, Zi High, Unreasonable & Ununderstandable.
Erm, Just feel like having relationship. It seem cool to me :D
Should I or Should I not (?)
If 2010 is the end of the world then yes.
I have this target, But, I just don't know how to approched her.
I know we are IMPOSSIBLE. Cause, we are so different.
Think of the song. Look into the eye.
Love the song.
When look me in the eye, Tell me that you love me
I was telling all my friends, if you like it just confessed.
Their reply will be what if they don't like me?
I will tell them, What if they have feeling in you but are shy to said?
So what now? Confessed or not?
Some earthling that read me blog.
I need help :D
Yes Or No.
But, I think better not. What if is just me who admire her.
I think the relationship now is alright.
I don't want to make it worst.
I know her well.
But, I want to be attached!
That is not cool.
Attached for the sake of attaching.
Class outing was alright. I will posted the picture took in Friendster, Facebook & Blog.
By friday. I hope. Was really busy with all the things coming up.
I think my motive is achive, to keep myself busy during the holiday.
Is just the first week and I feel like I am super busy.
I am sorry councillors. Left without telling.
Hope everythings goes smoothly.
I really hope the camp can be great.
Anyway, I guessed I learnt a lot of stuff.
In what Ms Chong said.
Tsk Tsk.
I really, Never thought of all the stuff Ms Chong said.
Like why is the theme colours?
Why is linked to the objective we what to meet.
And the people performing what is the theme.
And stuff.
I really learnt a lot.
So, Thanks Ms Chong.
I want NATSUKI to win.
We will win the war!
Hope the cca leader and the councillors can really bond together to form the student leader board (?)
And somone help me film NASUKI's presentation XD
Xian Chun. He is always like that. No point talking and being angrying about him. To loser like him just allow him to rot at a side. You hate him, Is only making
yourself angry. He don't know you hate him. So he will feel nothing. What is the
point of torturing yourself because of a JERK. Somemore today is your birthday. Hope you read my blog before 12 o'clock.
Happy Birthday. Stay happy always. Friends forever.
Before >>>> After
Fuck. My time is so packed? Everyday there is program.
I am so tired. I want to list down on the thing I have.
20 Nov 09 -> Class confirm & Meeting @ 2pm till 6pm (maybe)
21 Nov 09 -> Finally can rest.
22 Nov 09 to 23 Nov 09 -> Make up hiking.
23 Nov 09 -> Audition for Shiny your dream?
24 Nov 09 -> Leadership training camp (Like finally)
25 Nov 09 to 28 Nov 09 -> KL / Genting trip.
29 Nov 09 -> Finally resting one day.
30 Nov 09 to 4 Nov 09 -> OBS
5 Nov 09 to 11 Nov 09 -> Reserve for Charity GiftBox
12 Nov 09 to 16 Nov 09 -> Thailand (I might not be able to go. Mr tay don't allowed?)
17 Nov 09 to 4 Jan 09 -> Currently no program.
My whole holiday is given to CCA and Council leh.
No holiday. I'm sorry tired.
Need to wait till next year holiday.
Hope after my extened term next year,
I can have real holiday.
Or even when I am in Sec 4 ,
After 'O' level. Can really have holiday.
I'm tired.
Maybe, I can get enough rest after I have dead(?)
我全都相信，相信你说的每一句，我答應 我可以 我不會負你。
我相信了你，但世伤我最深的还是你。难道我做的不对吗？
我不因该相信你的。对吧？
Posting while eating supper. XXD
Today was great, Went to Hui Tong's House to bake Pineapple Tart. (Thanks)
I really feel very thankful. Even though, lots of thing is happened to her.
She really used her heart to teach me. Which make me felt super touched.
Hahah, Thanks Jie.
Anyone wants to eat pineapple tart.?
Felt sorry also, She have problem, I didn't help her still add on to her burden by disturbing her.
Hope everything is going to be fine for her
God, Where is your mercy and grace? Ain't people who serve you getting what they suppose to get? Hui Tong is one of those great usher in church. Why ain't you there to help her? Why? She is the one who serve you every sat and sun. With Passion. Even when she is having her 'O' level she served you. Is that how you show the one who believe and trust love? Help her. Save her. Amen. I really hope you get my prayer. She needs help
Tsk. Hope life won't be too hard for her. Someone tell me everything is going to be alright(?)
I was thinking about this last night. I might be left on the shelf with nobody wanting me so I planned. Why don't when I reached the age of 50, I will donate all my money to a community that needs my help and I can voluteer myself to be a voluteer in those aids or HIV's villiange. Then when I die. If I am still healthy, I can donate every single part of my body to people who need them. So, I did good deeds. Even I might regert because I die without and childen or grandchildrens but at least I did good deeds. I really hope I can live till 50.
Labels: 自暴自弃
I don't have the courage to approched her.
I don't want to reach up to her too.
I love her, And I must let her go.
Don't worry. Noone will know who you are.
And, this will fade away I hoped?
I don't want to be in relationship.
It's not cool. I was thinking this few days.
What if I manage to stead with her and because of some reason we break up?
Like kieky said, It will only risk our friendship/relationship.
I am scared.
So, Is better one person hurt then two. I willing to give up :D
Last time when people ask me what is love, My reply will be.
A game for two, At first is fun, But when it come till an end everyone will be hurt.
I willing to be leave on the shelf till someone really wants me XXD (I was joking)
Now, How can I know who is true to me and fake to me?
I'm really confused.
When I thought that person was a 'good' person he turned out to be the other way round.
And same goes. When I thought that person can be the worst person if my life. He turn out to be a great friend.
Like history, Noone is perfectly bad or good. But, how can a person be that flexible(?)
Slow down and let me screen you! Before you changed warn me! (I bet no one understands what I said).
Kieky stay long with Lex. (Don't be like me :D)[I regerted. I don't want you to
regert like me]
Special thanks to Farah, Thanks for staying to hear my ranting,
Only learnt to screw things up.
From Primary 1 till now is like what the
Menda & Dilip was right about the MC thing.
I screw Apaches performance. I screwed everything.
Acting is all I know. And my acting sucks? Like wtf?
I feeling very f now.
I tried my best. Really.
I screw things up instead of helping?
Why is this happeninng to me?
Because this is life? Everthing is just fixed?
And I can't change my fate.
Labels: I Hate You _ _ _
Actually there is no need to put it so big in size. Cause everyone should know(?)
A guys like me is unlikeable? Boring, Zi High, Unreasonable & Ununderstandable.
Erm, Just feel like having relationship. It seem cool to me :D
Should I or Should I not (?)
If 2010 is the end of the world then yes.
I have this target, But, I just don't know how to approched her.
I know we are IMPOSSIBLE. Cause, we are so different.
Think of the song. Look into the eye.
Love the song.
When look me in the eye, Tell me that you love me
I was telling all my friends, if you like it just confessed.
Their reply will be what if they don't like me?
I will tell them, What if they have feeling in you but are shy to said?
So what now? Confessed or not?
Some earthling that read me blog.
I need help :D
Yes Or No.
But, I think better not. What if is just me who admire her.
I think the relationship now is alright.
I don't want to make it worst.
I know her well.
But, I want to be attached!
That is not cool.
Attached for the sake of attaching.
Class outing was alright. I will posted the picture took in Friendster, Facebook & Blog.
By friday. I hope. Was really busy with all the things coming up.
I think my motive is achive, to keep myself busy during the holiday.
Is just the first week and I feel like I am super busy.
I am sorry councillors. Left without telling.
Hope everythings goes smoothly.
I really hope the camp can be great.
Anyway, I guessed I learnt a lot of stuff.
In what Ms Chong said.
Tsk Tsk.
I really, Never thought of all the stuff Ms Chong said.
Like why is the theme colours?
Why is linked to the objective we what to meet.
And the people performing what is the theme.
And stuff.
I really learnt a lot.
So, Thanks Ms Chong.
I want NATSUKI to win.
We will win the war!
Hope the cca leader and the councillors can really bond together to form the student leader board (?)
And somone help me film NASUKI's presentation XD
Xian Chun. He is always like that. No point talking and being angrying about him. To loser like him just allow him to rot at a side. You hate him, Is only making
yourself angry. He don't know you hate him. So he will feel nothing. What is the
point of torturing yourself because of a JERK. Somemore today is your birthday. Hope you read my blog before 12 o'clock.
Happy Birthday. Stay happy always. Friends forever.
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Get older every 26 of May
His loves singing, but he can't sing well
he dream to be a writer, reporter and jouralist, but
his english just can't improve.
if you think you know him, think again.
mood swing, million of expression, vulgar, dramatic
and etc is his character,
Has lots of flaw, but is able to change with your help!
Currently, stuck in boon lay secondary.
Will be relase in 2 to 3 year time.
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Harvest Church.
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